I'M Just Gonna Let It Out!!!

I've tried my hardest To talk things through Over the years I've matured, have you? Our marriage ended On such a sour note All the songs I requested All the letters I wrote I still have thoughts Of what we were But now, one thing Is for sure You are forgiven now As you were then But who you are now Nothing will ever begin You've aged well Your body is holding strong But your memories Are still all wrong You are still jealous There's hated in all you say Your still controlling In each and every way I'm now glad You think like you do I've come to realize You'd kill me too Loving you is an addiction Just like the drugs I used to do Withdrawls every day Is a life I'm used to When you grow up Please let me know Maybe there's a chance Together, to heaven, we will go Until then, ponder in your silence Make up reasons to hide Flaunt your ego to friends They all lied Burning my baby pictures Gave you such delight I can't image a rage so strong What a horrible sight!