I'M Gonna Make Myself Forget

You toyed with my affections!
You played me for a fool!
I wish, I could have sensed the truth,
I wish, I'd "Gone to School"!

I know I should have listened,
to the warnings given me!
But, I so believed you loved me,
I was just too blind to see!

I thought that you were happy.
That's the way it seemed to me.
But, you tried to change me, into someone,
I did not want to be!

My heart is not a plaything!
I'm not a puppet on a string!
It's a shame, the way you treated me!
My love, could not have meant a thing!

I'm not putty in your hands, my dear.
I'm not made of molding clay.
If you can't accept me as I am,
then please, just go away!

You never really loved me,
but, that don't matter anymore!
I'm not the fool I used to be,
so, I'm walking out the door!

I never really stood a chance!
That's my main regret!
I know this won't be easy,
but, I'm gonna make myself forget!

I know that I can do it!
I know I have the knack!
Once I put the past behind me,
you can bet, that I'll be back!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Inyoureyes Avatar
August 14, 2014 at 8:30 AM
Wow, this is really good!
A. Sharma Avatar
August 14, 2014 at 8:19 AM
Wonderful write Ralph n so is the win! Big congrats!
Mehta Avatar
August 14, 2014 at 12:54 AM
Congrats on the win again, Ralph
Kendrick Avatar
February 8, 2013 at 6:58 AM
Congrats on your win..Great work..Sara
A   Avatar
January 31, 2013 at 9:41 PM
Ralph, congratulations with your poem in frank's "Something to forget " contest. enjoyed the ending...pd
Breidenthal Avatar
January 30, 2013 at 7:24 PM
Awesome write and well put throughout. :) Enjoyed reading today. Always, Laura
Winter Avatar
January 23, 2013 at 2:39 PM
Sorry for your broken heart, wonderful poem and congrats on your win! Definitely is someone better for you if you in the cards have not found them yet! All the best. Hugs, shar xoxox
Winter Avatar
January 23, 2013 at 2:39 PM
Oops, sorry for the typo, hope you got that anyway, sorry!!!!
Horsman Avatar
January 23, 2013 at 10:18 AM
wonderful poetry Ralph, congrats on being a winner...
Guzzi Avatar
January 22, 2013 at 2:28 PM
Conrad's on your winning writes. Light & Love
May Avatar
January 22, 2013 at 6:48 AM
congrats on your win Ralph
Dietrich Avatar
January 22, 2013 at 12:18 AM
I'm glad to finally see this one. It's very clever and I see it won. AWESOME.
Pettit Avatar
January 21, 2013 at 9:37 PM
I have had a few of those kinds of women in my life as well. Nice way to describe them.
Lamoureux Avatar
January 21, 2013 at 9:21 PM
One of my personal favorites, congratulations.
Guzzi Avatar
January 21, 2013 at 4:00 PM
You know sometimes we just can't! sigh...Thanks for stopping by my writes! Light & Love
Anderson-Throop Avatar
January 21, 2013 at 10:22 AM
ageless topic...hurts fresh every time..... cuts deep and true....
May Avatar
January 21, 2013 at 6:57 AM
nicely penned Ralph.......we have to find the strength to walk away sometimes....thanks for stopping by
Ikyembe Avatar
January 15, 2013 at 1:39 PM
Lovely write ralph!
Kearley Avatar
January 14, 2013 at 7:56 PM
Very nice...Very nice.
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