I'M Alone
I'm alone,
trying to find some hope,
but it's like climbing rope,
all this time i hold the past,
hoping that,
holding back,
won't leave my emotions cracked,
now i know the past,
is all the same,
we all live inside of this common game,
facing all this pain,
it makes me con-tinplate,
whats beyond consciousness,
does it complement,
human competence,
or am i just another object witch,
makes you feel complete,
the immigrants died trying to build these streets;
that we live in,
can i ever be forgiven, for my judgments,
whats this, substance, burning inside,
thats hurting my pride,
its like working at night,
and searching for light,
as a child turning to christ,
ask's "why did we do that?"
i wanna move back, but whos that?
image in the mirror i can't recognize,
as these seconds fly,
my intentions try,
to control me,
i wanna go back to the old me,
did she ever really know me?
i'm not sure,
but iv'e got words,
inscribed in my alter,
on how i lost her,
along with my honor,
and it's like i'm a little toddler,
it hurts longer.
Now how can i describe it ,
without getting violent,
i miss,
the times witch,
will forever be considered timeless,
because i'm this; flawed man,
who wants to have, her heart,
so now it's hard,
getting past the dark...
Copyright © Reza Dilmaghanian | Year Posted 2011
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