I'M All Done
Tonight my heart is full, but my hands just can't type, and I wonder if you ever where even all right.
A few times I noticed your heart on your sleeve, all the time actually, it didn't really I leave.I take a deep breath, in and out again, and I know deep down you were my best friend.
Why did you cry so hard for so damn long, and why I keep hearing our same ol' songs?
Everywhere I go is a reminder of you, I can't sneak in cuz' your memory peeks through.
To be so talented and throw it all away, and to think your loved ones, couldn't make you stay.
Today I was riding my bike and saw a white butterfly, of course I thought of you, and wanted to cry.
I look to the left and then to the right, and then have crazy real dreams about you all night.
Sounds frightening, doesn't it kind of? Well, its all the time, cuz' I always miss your love.
Your love was strong and too deep for this world. People got scared and all moved forward.
Why were we so alike? But so different at the same time???
We sang our own songs, but none of them rhymed.
I'm so inclined to be real, but hide with a smile, am I am who I am, or am I just in denial?
Wherever you are I'm sure your free, but you went away and didn't take me.
You forgot me like yesterdays coffee and tomorrow's dew, my grass was green and I don't think you even knew that it grew for no one..except you.
There are few and very far far between, us and us and you and me.
You said goodbye, but I didn't know it was for good, I just never thought you ever really could.
Go through with your damn plan to make everyone so afraid, to love you and need you, maybe then you would've stayed?
Cuz' sleeping without you in my bed, creeps me out and messes with my head.
Go far away now, fly far from here...deep down all you knew was sadness and fear.
I needed you and you broke my fragile heart, I still hear your voice and the memories, They start.
Flashing through floods, my eyes are so blind, searching from within, what did you really find?
Cuz' I'll tell you what I saw, who you really were..Genuine and loyal and a friend to the world.
A smiling face outside, and sadness behind your laugh, you used to be so funny, whatever happened to that??
You remain in my soul, and still take away my breath...And I'm dealing with so much stuff because of your death.
You were up and you were down and one thing is for sure..you broke our damn hearts and I can't be sad anymore...you were the one..but now baby...I'm all done...
Copyright © Lu Loo | Year Posted 2015
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