I'M Accountable Only To Myself

I have a real problem trusting people, a lesson I keep learning thought out my life, as soon as I think you can depend on someone, there no where in site. I don't know why I bother, maybe it's me that expects to much, but if you going to say you'll something, bloody do it, don't lie. This really freaking annoys me, because I always plan my days, everything has to account for, I have a lot of things on during the day. This is very reason, I rarely ask for help, they may have good intentions, but when I really need them they let me down. I guess it's back to square one, better off doing everything myself, at least I no things will get done, because then I'm accountable only to myself. M.Mahauariki © 2012