I'M a She

I'm a (She) By Laura November 8, 2015 I used to believe in endless possibilities You see, I was carelessly redeeming favors I didn't earn So when I started to burn without an urn to catch my falling ashes I threw feul into the soulless clashes of fire the masses waged I backed the winning horse of every rat race I could find Went blind inside my mind where right and wrong stayed undefined Every day I rewind those memories with missing pieces that I find Relive those sounds through missing dreams where life was kind Somehow I aged a million days within the span of every year Redemption near yet still so far, cause I ran out of shooting stars So tired of running from fear and crying out those desparate tears So I'll stay here and heal my face, where the girl I am is never far