I'M Tired of Talking, I'M Talking Real Tired

I'm tired of talking, I'm talking real tired, I need to fly away from this, but I can't get up any higher, there's some kind of barricade, it feels like an obstacle course, I need to silence the constant static, but, I just can't figure out the source, I got no elbow room, no space, i need some vacancy, I write to discredit the invalidation, and all the other negativity, but, I can't help but having ups and downs, it's not great but I somehow manage, so I write now, instead of talking, I learned to use this as an advantage.