I'Ll Be Fine

The walls are closing all around me And it's growing darker and I can't breathe No One can see what's going on past the smile on my face If they only knew what I contemplate every single day As we both stand face to face your just too blind to see That it's all just a front and I want to be free I'll be fine that's what I always say I'll be fine, but in my heart I need to break away You look me in the eye as I say I'll be fine Little do you know that inside I'm slowly dying But I'll be fine This darkness carries evil that just won't go away No matter how hard I try I know I'll never escape But when I see you, all you see is my smile You haven't a clue for ALL of YOU are in denial I'll be fine, that's what you'll hear from me I'll be fine, this I try so hard to believe God I need to figure out everything in this head of mine Just know in the end I'll be just fine... Now I've come to the conclusion it's best not to lie I just wish you all could see what really was going on in between all my I'll be fines... Cause then you would see I was never fine...