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If you don't know me Just ask me My lips which used to be sealed Will tell you all the stories Buried deep in my heart Only if you are me There was this weapon ,a shovel They brought to dig everything out I just want another heart to be brought But how do you think My heart can bear the pain? It started to scream in silent So none of them could hear it I don't know who close my both ears Even I couldn't hear it Or did my hands did that? If you flip the pages of me You will find out I'm weird, I'm abnormal I don't open up to anyone Unless you read the whole book Because the trails of me hiding there In each and every chapter You will reach out the missing me The real me in there That's me . If you ask me from which planet I Come from Of course, I'm not someone from here there is another world I built for myself which is waiting for My footsteps to be planted there Neither a castle nor an empire But a home for my fractured soul If you can, hold my hand No hand willing to take mine's The hand that have been offered I'm too scared to grab them They will lead me to their path which is not mine Should I act like my eyes being tied? I'm walking all alone till now Only my shadow behind me Sometimes I can't even find it Because there is no sun Wish that there is another shadow beside mine's If you want to follow me Don't let go off my hand forever Because I know that My body is going to covered up with scars It has been bleeding in my heart When it starts, I don't know either If you can fix me up Fix every part of me I tried to Nothing left Breathless heart Soulless body remain here The more shields I place around me The more stronger they crash them out If you can, wipe away the tears That rolling down my cheeks Don't cry, they say Tired of crying behind the doors Swollen face red eyes No more tears Everything dried out If you can, wrap your arms around me I will hide well quietly They say all you need is you and yourslef But when I long for a hug I couldn't hug myself My arms are too short to wrap the whole me See, I still need you I can't go on by myself If you can, Be the mirror So I can remember me