If Only I Could

If I only I could regain the moments we shared, Then things would be different, If only I could have listened more as you were talking I wouldn't be trying to remember them so hard. If only I had said my farewells I wouldn't still feel the pain that I feel. If only I could have eased the suffering, Maybe you would be here. If only I could hear your voice, Then I wouldn't have to shed a tear, If only you were here, I wouldn't have to find an escape to the pain, If only you could whisper to me now, I wouldn't be sitting here with tears in my eyes. If only I could see you, Things would be better. But since I can't, Continue to watch over me, And to smile upon me, Continue to help me keep the memories of you alive, Continue to be there with me --- even in spirit If only, is the only thing I really have left to say.