If Only

If you only walk A day in my shoes Then you'll understand That I don't get to choose To  laugh or smile, That crying is the only way To survive to see Another day If you could hear The voices in my mind You will know that they Are not very kind If you could live One day in my head You'll understand Why I'd rather be dead. Try spending a moment Within my heart You'll see that I'm broken And fallen apart. If you were able To see what I see You'll know why I don't Want to be me. If only you could Hear what I hear You'll know why I keep Living in fear. So do not judge My suicide You don't know what I feel inside.