If only I could work up the courage to say,
the thoughts that go through my mind every single day.
If only one person could understand how I feel,
they would know that to me my thoughts seem so real.
If only I could face the world with no fear,
I will believe that my suicide is no longer near.
If only I would have been a better mother and wife,
I wouldn't of had to go this far and finally end my life.
Colleen Marie Bono
Copyright © Colleen Bono | Year Posted 2009