If Life Ended Today

If life ended today,
nothing I would leave behind
but the fairest love I gave away;
and who wouldn't say I was too kind?


Looking back with disbelief and much dismay, I see the old, wretched me
overwhelmed by the lustful urges that
could have killed me before I had reached the promising age of thirty;
but the Lord spared me from wrath. 


If life ended today,
with these hands no treasure
of any value I would attempt to take away...
considering salvation the worthiest measure. 


My yesterdays were illusions of an unfulfilled desire
reflecting a cold, indirect light... and it  certainly did not shine on me,
when onlookers stopped but refused to help me when I was stuck in mire;
to whom should I be thankful, if not to my merciful Lord who restored my dignity?


If life ended today,
no regrets would turn into grins,
remembering how wrong choices misguided my morality;
hope did not exist...it took repentance and faith to overcome my sins.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Brown Avatar
February 25, 2011 at 6:53 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved win in Walayee Whitlock's contest "If I Only Had 1 Day To Live". Long list of winners so glad to see your name among them Andrew. Love, Carol
Pettit Avatar
February 22, 2011 at 9:51 PM
Good writing Andrew. Congratulations on winning in Walayee's contest with this.
Freeman Avatar
February 22, 2011 at 9:32 AM
Awesome job Andrew good to see your most worthy poem in the winner's circle. Congratulations on your poem's honored 14th place. Agape, Moses
Johnson Avatar
February 18, 2011 at 9:06 PM
How beautiful. Congratulations Andrew. Love, Joyce
Mehta Avatar
February 18, 2011 at 6:05 PM
Congratulations on the well deserved win in the contest of walayee, Andrew
Sweetheart Avatar
February 18, 2011 at 5:55 PM
Congrats Andrew on your wonderful win in Lay's contest with this touching write my friend.. enjoy with luv..
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October 31, 2010 at 12:00 PM
You chose a subject on which I have reflected many times, Andrew. What would it be like "If life ended today." I admire your faith and your hope. Keep that positive perspective. Soup mail in a moment, my friend. Love, Carolyn
Sweetheart Avatar
October 28, 2010 at 4:03 PM
Such a lovely poem of your inner outpouring Andrew my friend.. a magnificent legacy u will have left of marvelous poetry .. shared by all of us.. lu..
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October 28, 2010 at 3:38 PM
.,;;~~~*~~~;;,.*.,;;~~~*~~~;;,. Shadows of creativeness are pure bliss Compute the phrases into poetic verse and lines Thoughts are dancing in the shadows enjoyed your work!!
Mehta Avatar
October 28, 2010 at 1:20 PM
From you thoughts, it seems you have drank the cup of life fulln to its brim like me, Andrew
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