If God Was To Ask Me?

Here as I sit at the pearly white gates, not sure of what my fate will be? As I reflect back on my life and think about what God will think of me? As I await his word of what my final fate will be? I can remember that day I broke my Mom’s favorite glass figurine and the day I cooked her gold fish, name Sam…thought I was as good a cook as her? That day I smoked my first cigarette or that time I tied a firecracker to that old stray cat that use to wander through the streets night and day. The time when I cheated on that math test by copying the kid’s paper that sat next to me and still got an F... and the time I lied about my aunt's death, just so I could get a day off from work. I also recall the day I married my first wife and said I do until death do us part, just to find myself married two more times before they finally laid me to rest. I never meant to hurt anyone, as I sat there pondering my life? God then ask me, "If you had to do it all over again my child? What would you change about your life? God, then ask me, what if you could be me and I was you? Would you let yourself into Heaven or would you send yourself straight to Hell?" I sat there for a moment, and then nodded my head, then I hesitated and said to him, “I know I would change everything that I ever did, but the last thing I would even try to do is try to be you God.” All these years you have had to deal with people just like me? If you ask me God, you have had it rougher than me? By Jay Andrew Anderson-Taylor