If Giving Up Was An Option

down into the valley of doubt, my demons haunt 
hauling in all mannerisms with glaring despair 
My nights just day without light 
in the glee, hopes and dreams
In my human spirit is the mystery of life 
with a racing mind; this cruel world
where hard work never pay 
with frustrations; a daily dose

Then I sit up into the empty night
checking my clock it's three AM
twisting and turning to ponder over my well known  frustrations 
my youthful dreams shadow all the contributory 
sparking memories of a once promising future 
flourishing businesses at 22
a happy family at 23
a car at 24
a happy serving christian in the sanctuary 
a generational inspiration; 
touching lives as I am touched.
all swept under

To misery-filled life where 
The thought of hope is bare 
struggles and despair
sparking this thought of dare
quiting this so called school of life
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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