If anyone is reading
If anyone is reading
for what it’s really worth, I’ve always been depressive
it’s been this way since birth
I don’t need any help and I’m really just okay
but yes I want a boyfriend who can hold me night and day.
My bedroom is that messy and I go to bed too late
I complain about my health like I don’t overload the plate.
My hair is always crazy and my skin is never clear, cigarettes are like my lifeline, I’m not always too sincere.
If anyone is reading aren’t I just a total pain?
Whenever something’s my fault, there’s always someone else to blame.
I try to look all sexy but just end up looking plain
I even had blue hair once, without an inch of shame.
I get way too drunk at parties and then try to blame the wine
people walk away like, “he’s anything but fine”.
If anyone is reading just know I would give up too
there’s only so much you can say, there’s only so much you can do.
I brag about the title like I wasn’t begging on the floor, for a chance to be taken on me
now I don’t want it anymore.
I fall in love on the daily with every Harry, Tom and Dick
the idea of commitment, it used to make me sick.
If anyone is reading, I try to try my best
I lose sleep over who’s better cause I should be better than the rest
I replay conversations with every word I said
and I never really recover,
I suffer from the dread.
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