I, Zombie, Part V: the Agonizing

All the pain, the fear When will the Monster appear? Where and how severe? The anxiety The racing thoughts inside me Never let me be My mind’s on fire The Monster is a liar Can’t jump much higher Will I hurt myself? Could I injure someone else? Clay pot off a shelf… Delusions are real They are my thoughts, how I feel Daemons never yield My mind has gone numb Unfeeling, deaf, blind, and dumb Zombie I’ve become The Doppelganger Trying to take me over Hour by hour… Tries to devour My mind and my will power Wants me to cower Bugs crawl in my brain Legions of the Daemon’s reign Effect of my bane Will I still be fine Surviving the Monster mine? I just need some time I must hold and fight Need to seek and find the light Then I’ll be alright Maybe find a priest? He’ll say some prayers at least An exorcism? My best bet is to Call upon God and Jesus For the help I need But it’s very hard To go in which direction When you are confused Doppelganger used With the Monster I am fused I’m Deamon abused Monster’s devotion Zombies have no emotion The evolution… Antagonizing Monster and Daemonizing The agonizing…