I Would Never Abandon Myself

As a child I would never have abandoned 
my family, my friends, or my dolls.
As a pre-teen the dolls were put away with reluctance,
because I never wanted them to feel abandoned.

As a teenager I realized I had to abandon 
some friends, in order to save myself.
It was not easy, but it was either them or me, 
and people become sad when they abandon themselves.

As a woman in love, and a young mother,
I decided to abandon all things that did not aid in my goals.
I abandoned people, places, and things right and left,
in order to be the happiest me I could be.

I am an expert at abandoning things now.  I abandon everything 
and everyone who takes away from me.
Because I never want to abandon myself.

Written July 15, 2018
Entered: Contest Abandon 2
Sponsored by Brenda Chiri
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018


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Date: 7/27/2018 6:11:00 PM
Congratulations on your win. This is an awesome and inspiring theme for the Abandon contest. Profound. :)
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 7/27/2018 7:02:00 PM
Thank you Susan. I am overwhelmed with the response to this poem.
Date: 7/27/2018 6:00:00 PM
Congratulations on your win, Caren . I enjoyed reading this heartfelt well written poem with great imagery. Hugs Eve
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Eve Roper
Date: 7/27/2018 8:12:00 PM
Caren, I just started writing poetry on 8/28/2014 when I joined Soup. A cousin had me study her poems to see what I thought and I got hooked. She passed a year later so I credit her to by beginnings.
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 7/27/2018 7:03:00 PM
Thank you Eve,I feel honored by your comments. I know you have done well with many poems in these contests. I am truly a beginner here.
Date: 7/25/2018 4:42:00 PM
I really enjoyed the way you wrote for this theme, Caren. Abandon for the sake of not abandoning oneself...that is powerful! Congratulations on your win in the contest! Hugs, Sandra
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 7/25/2018 5:50:00 PM
Thank you Sandra. I appreciate the visit and the comments.
Date: 7/25/2018 9:40:00 AM
Powerful wonderful penning Caren! Just awesome. Congratulations on your first place finish! xomo <3
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 7/25/2018 9:42:00 AM
Thank you Maureen. I had a lot of fun with it.
Date: 7/25/2018 8:57:00 AM
Wise and well expressed! Congrats on top placement.
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 7/25/2018 9:42:00 AM
Thank you Richard. I appreciate it.
Date: 7/25/2018 5:29:00 AM
Truly a wonderful example of how to live life and survive with the sense of being true to yourself. Congratulations on your deserving first placement Caren! : )
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 7/25/2018 6:06:00 AM
Thank you Connie. I never think to actually look at the contest winners, because with so many people like you who are terrific with congratulations, I never have to. Thank you! You have started out m y day on a terrifically fine note.
Date: 7/15/2018 4:32:00 PM
Such a stirring piece - I, too, as a teenager 'abandoned' lots of things that most of my friends were doing because I'd rather be reading, and writing - good luck in the contest!
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 7/15/2018 8:19:00 PM
You expressed this well Michelle. Thank you.
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