I Would If I Could

No one understands how much all of these feelings ravaging my life make me feel. I can't explain it or how much pain, loneliness and confusion it caused made me feel at times. It made me mute. I can't tell it, even if I could. It seems to paralyze me, made me weary. My mouth cannot tell it, for my heart hurts. It can't be explained, I would if I could. I can only keep quiet, hoping it will pass away. I am amazed and perplexed at the impact of that force on my own spirit. In my imperfections, truth manifested. In weakness, his strength, again, made perfect. Within my silence, I found wisdom. In my bondage, i discovered freedom. It is a lesson learned in life.