I Wish I Had Said It Back Then

I wish I had said I don’t want to go back,
But the judge had put down his pen;
The bed was stripped, my clothes were packed,
And the lady was waiting again;
I should have told them back then.
I wish I had told them of mother and gin;
I wish I had said it back then.

I wish I had said her reasons are false; 
I wish I had told her of him;
Of his smile, of his hands, and his improper talk,
How cruel and oppressive he’d been.
I wish I had courage and said it back then:
I don’t want to go back, I’d rather stay here;
Life's hard when living in fear.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Brown Avatar
December 29, 2010 at 4:04 AM
Congratulations on your win in Paula Swanson's "You Can Say It Now" contest Deb. Love, Carol
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December 21, 2010 at 7:34 AM
Congrats Deb on your big win in Paula's contest with this exceptional entry .. my friend.. enjoy your top spot for a top notch poem with luv..
Mannan Avatar
December 20, 2010 at 8:52 PM
Oh waht a touching poem Deb. many congratulations for this win.
Dietrich Avatar
December 20, 2010 at 8:18 PM
Gosh, very powerful writing, Deb. Very relevent. Glad you got a win with this one. Congratulations. LUv, Andrea
Neels Avatar
December 20, 2010 at 7:29 PM
Deb, you highlighted a topic that is so relevant today in all circles of society.. Congratulations on your win in Paula's contest - WN
Richards Avatar
December 20, 2010 at 6:07 PM
Such a sad poem of regret, and well expressed, Deb. Congratulations on a well deserved winning place in the contest!! ~ Carrie
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December 20, 2010 at 4:02 PM
Hey girl, It looks like you're laying them right in there. This one ---very good. Know a guy just got out of 14 years in prison for abusing a ward of the state. She was 15 at the time. So it happens. soup mail
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December 20, 2010 at 3:10 PM
This is sooo awesome, Deb. Congratulations on your win! Love, Carolyn
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December 19, 2010 at 6:50 AM
emotional write my dear Poet friend.. your words touch me...with Luv Michael
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December 18, 2010 at 4:20 PM
It's so sad that many out there are living in fear >> James :)
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December 18, 2010 at 2:30 PM
Children are sometimes afraid to speak up, but if this is based on personal experience, I'm really sorry, Deb. Definitely a winner for Paula's contest! Original, creative and very moving. Love, Carolyn
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