I Wish I Could Have Myself Again

As I tuck myself to sleep, lie in bed and wish to weep.
Shadows flow from room to room, shining on impending doom.
Pray to sky that I will wake, another day to struggle through.
Senses snap and then I, too. This is me ending with you.

As I drift from life to death, you crawl and creep into my head.
Thought I could have peace of mind, but that was in another time.
Wrap your hands around my chest; I shut my eyes so I can see.
Grab my throat and catch my breath, this is where you ought to be.

As I wake from nightmare sleep, a memory I couldn’t keep.
This is me all clean and new, so alone and missing you.
Out of sight, out of mind; out of my control and when
I have lost my head for you, I wish I could have myself again.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Spence Avatar
March 17, 2011 at 5:08 PM
Thank you so much!
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March 17, 2011 at 4:58 PM
Awwww... that is painfully beautiful
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