I Will Not Write Poems About You

You were unashamed, 
and I was wounded. 
Spider-dancing a way in
and residing as if you'd always been. 
The nerve of you. 
I thought I felt the ghost touch of
love
that web that enfolded me, 
dangerous, but beautiful to look at.
But darling, I will never again confuse
love
with simply filling in those empty spaces.

I will not write poems about you. 
I will not remember you in that way. 
I'll keep you in locked rooms, 
and old trunks, 
scatter pieces of our pages 
and make a map so that I'll remember 
to never return.
I'd like to burn those words instead
but you would like that too much.
You'd just think yourself a martyr.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Callus Avatar
November 4, 2015 at 5:04 PM
The spider invites her victim into her parlour with deceptive attraction....a promise of love. Glad that you woke up to reality and realized that not all that glitters is gold! Time to move on?! ~ Regards // paul
Elizab Avatar
November 4, 2015 at 8:48 PM
Yes, this was about an old flame. Beautiful to look at but deadly to the touch. Thank you again for your kind words.
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