I Will Never Be a Bad Bully

Being fragile is a curse Every day it's worse and worse Trying to be sweet and kind Then someone crosses the line Causing me to shake and shiver All I do is sadly quiver I don't like the confrentation But this scared and sad sensation Makes me wonder why I hide Sinking back way down inside The shell I have come to know Never letting my strength show I can not be mean or rude I always keep an attitude Of happiness, that I spread But sometimes it causes dread When bullies see how weak I can be they slowly sneak An attack of viciousness On me leaving me to ask Myself why I can't fight back Then the answer comes so clearly It's because of times I nearly Lost my patience, acting meanly That's not how I want others to see me There's enough violent history I don't want to be a bully