I Wasn'T There

I wasn't there If you say so But I grieved each and every time; I didn't know But my heart felt heavy Like it was sinking in the day sky. I get these dreams of auspicios days I am walking around in a festive stage, And I keep searching and Find myself loathed in sacred duty And I wake up gulping, Spirits are at work to take somebody . And I still don't want it to believe, Myths of ordinary tales says that somebody is going to leave . I continue My journey I am far away , What can I predict that can change . Restless dry ache for days Like all the things I do doesn't matter And I keep watching the sky from inside; Like I am trying and reminscing All my bad cries , And it's couple of hours that pass by When I End up bawling like a child , Like I am witnessing something that has come to say Goodbye. When I collect myself from the Remorse I hear from a somebody That we have lost Somebody, And I keep my calm And ask them how and all about With a choke in my heart I cut the call, And I walk down the memory lane With few moments of Abundant love shower, Cuz I wasnt there But I knew we had somebody who kept check on our family as an elderly guiding flower, Like that We have lost too many allies, I wasn't there If you say so But I have grieved each and every time. And I come by after Look how time flies I don't quite talk of who has dissapeared from our side, And I wasn't there If you say so, What would I know ; But my eyes do look for them each of every time , An Empty glance of the place they reside. I didn't come there as a final abide, And it's too late for My Goodbyes, So I don't talk about it as My years won't suddenly show , After all I wasnt there If you say so, And I might feel out of place To make it show everything is all right My smile may come through as a recurrent flaw. I am Far ; I know . I wasn't there If you say so But I have grieved each and every time Even if It doesnt show.