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I Wasn'T There

I wasn't there
If you say so 
But I grieved each and every time;
I didn't know
But my heart felt heavy 
Like it was sinking in the day sky.

I get these dreams of auspicios days 
I am walking around in a festive stage,
And I keep searching and 
Find myself loathed in sacred duty
And I wake up gulping,
Spirits are at work to take somebody .
And I still don't want it to believe,
Myths of ordinary tales says
that somebody is going to leave .
 I continue My journey
 I am far away ,
What can I predict that can change .

Restless dry ache for days
Like all the things I do doesn't matter
And I keep watching the sky from inside;
Like I am trying and reminscing 
All my bad cries ,
And it's couple of hours that pass by
When I End up bawling like a child ,
Like I am witnessing something that 
has come to say Goodbye.

When I collect myself from the Remorse 
I hear from a somebody
That we have lost Somebody,
And I keep my calm 
And ask them how and all about
With a choke in my heart 
I cut the call,
And I walk down the memory lane
With few moments of Abundant love shower,
Cuz I wasnt there
But I knew we had somebody who kept check on our family
 as an elderly guiding flower, 

Like that  
We have lost too many allies,
I wasn't there
If you say so
But I have grieved each and every time.

And I come by after 
Look how time flies 
I don't quite talk of who has 
dissapeared from our side,
And I wasn't there 
If you say so,
What would I know ;
But my eyes do look for them each of every time , 
An Empty glance of the place they reside.

 I didn't come there as a  final abide,
And it's too late for My Goodbyes,
So I don't talk about it as 
My years won't suddenly show ,
After all I wasnt there
If you say so,
And I might feel out of place 
To make it show everything is all right
My smile may come through as a recurrent flaw.
I am Far ; I know .

I wasn't there
If you say so
But I have grieved each and every time
Even if It doesnt show.

Copyright © Sonali Thakur | Year Posted 2022

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