Alfia Ahfad Poet I do not know?

I Was Pathetic

You threw me like a trash .
Without even considering 
I thought I was too rash 
But this wasn’t too appealing
Looking in the mirror 
I kept on thinking
Was I a jerk just or sinner 
While the bulb kept blinking 
Thought I got on your bad side 
Did I really hurt your pride?
You seemed happy without me 
And didn’t even care about my apology
But now ,
                 I realized I was being pathetic 
                   And being dramatic 
                Not knowing what’s good or bad 
                Not knowing `cause of you I was being sad
But now ,
                 I want to tell you that 
                I wont be used again
                By anyone who’s a brat 
               By anyone who is happy with my pain
You used me as much as u can
Always being so selfish 
You used me with your master plan
And convinced me by some gibberish
Walking in the rain 
The day you turned me down 
I realized there’s no gain 
In being someone’s clown 
I tried to make myself better 
Just because of your sake 
But now it doesn’t matter 
As you dissed me like a snake
But now,
                I know I was a big pathetic 
                And you had all your advantage 
                And I promise now to stop being a prick
                And not to cling as a leverage.
But now,
              I suggest you don’t ever 
               Change your heart for me 
              Cause now I’m clever
               And not a fool like I used to be.

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