I Was Pathetic

You threw me like a trash . Without even considering I thought I was too rash But this wasn’t too appealing Looking in the mirror I kept on thinking Was I a jerk just or sinner While the bulb kept blinking Thought I got on your bad side Did I really hurt your pride? You seemed happy without me And didn’t even care about my apology But now , I realized I was being pathetic And being dramatic Not knowing what’s good or bad Not knowing `cause of you I was being sad But now , I want to tell you that I wont be used again By anyone who’s a brat By anyone who is happy with my pain You used me as much as u can Always being so selfish You used me with your master plan And convinced me by some gibberish Walking in the rain The day you turned me down I realized there’s no gain In being someone’s clown I tried to make myself better Just because of your sake But now it doesn’t matter As you dissed me like a snake But now, I know I was a big pathetic And you had all your advantage And I promise now to stop being a prick And not to cling as a leverage. But now, I suggest you don’t ever Change your heart for me Cause now I’m clever And not a fool like I used to be.