I Was Pathetic
You threw me like a trash .
Without even considering
I thought I was too rash
But this wasn’t too appealing
Looking in the mirror
I kept on thinking
Was I a jerk just or sinner
While the bulb kept blinking
Thought I got on your bad side
Did I really hurt your pride?
You seemed happy without me
And didn’t even care about my apology
But now ,
I realized I was being pathetic
And being dramatic
Not knowing what’s good or bad
Not knowing `cause of you I was being sad
But now ,
I want to tell you that
I wont be used again
By anyone who’s a brat
By anyone who is happy with my pain
You used me as much as u can
Always being so selfish
You used me with your master plan
And convinced me by some gibberish
Walking in the rain
The day you turned me down
I realized there’s no gain
In being someone’s clown
I tried to make myself better
Just because of your sake
But now it doesn’t matter
As you dissed me like a snake
But now,
I know I was a big pathetic
And you had all your advantage
And I promise now to stop being a prick
And not to cling as a leverage.
But now,
I suggest you don’t ever
Change your heart for me
Cause now I’m clever
And not a fool like I used to be.
Copyright © Alfia Ahfad | Year Posted 2021
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