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I Want It To Be Done

I try to let all these 
Crazy thoughts go.
   The darkness is strong,
It pulls from below.

   I'm haunted by the
Love in the past.
  I think my heart 
Needs a cast.

   I try, it's just me, 
On my own.
   The demon inside lives,
She has grown.

   I see the worry in 
Their eyes.
   I was never good at
Wearing a disguise.

   All the endless words
And questions.
   The voices and
Useless suggestions.

   I exist, I'm not living,
I'm not dying.
   I'm not selling,
I'm not buying.

   This feeling won't
Go away.
   I sink a little deeper,
With each passing day.

   She put my light out,
She watched it die.
   With every breath,
She would sigh.

   The first blow rocked me,
The second did too.
   I kept thinking that 
This can't be true.

   With the snap of a 
Finger, she was gone.
   I don't know what this is,
I want it to be done.

  Turbo1904 ?

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