I Want It To Be Done

I try to let all these Crazy thoughts go. The darkness is strong, It pulls from below. I'm haunted by the Love in the past. I think my heart Needs a cast. I try, it's just me, On my own. The demon inside lives, She has grown. I see the worry in Their eyes. I was never good at Wearing a disguise. All the endless words And questions. The voices and Useless suggestions. I exist, I'm not living, I'm not dying. I'm not selling, I'm not buying. This feeling won't Go away. I sink a little deeper, With each passing day. She put my light out, She watched it die. With every breath, She would sigh. The first blow rocked me, The second did too. I kept thinking that This can't be true. With the snap of a Finger, she was gone. I don't know what this is, I want it to be done. Turbo1904 ?