I Think It Would Be Nice

To be just happy Living on my own I have been someone Partner way to long. First my husband And. That was ok I grew depended on him And again that was ok I was his wife But I seem to disappear In my own life. Then after my husband death I moved in with mom and dad Again not living on my own I grew depended on them And they did me As they both got much More ill you see. Sadly mama passed Now it been 3 more years since I still not lived on my own I now live with my sister When I use to live in Pa. I missed her But now it seem somethings I get to much of her And her me. We should not be living Together you see. I still not living alone On my own. It would be grand it would Be wise. If money aloud to finally Have my own place To sit looking out my own Window at different things outside. Perhaps I am not thinking clear Maybe I would be lonely living alone while rolling Down my cheek a tear. For being independent Is a fear.