I really have to go

I fled away from your grasp
Confident till I breathe my last and my complacency isn’t vast
I have completely relapsed
Had to relax and satisfy me aside from my mindset of the past

I really have to go…
You don’t know me and you don’t care to
If you loved me so,
You’d be here with me and you’d be you

You trespassed my boundary space
You took away my saving grace…
In front of my face, I feel like a disgrace
I’m keeping pace on this race…

I really have to go…
I have been unappreciative lately
I’m not your sunlit glow
I haven’t let go and let live frankly

Severely slid backwards
I lost my track of words
My thoughts fly like a bird in the sky
I watch them catch clouds, passing by 

I cry and I feel so high today
I’m feeling frivolous and full of dismay
I don’t know why I shy away
I’m feeling marvelous and I want that feeling to stay that way…

Mesmerized by your intimacy of illumination 
I really have to go on the merry go round of misery’s company
Just to feel glad again…just to feel joy again
I really have to go home but I’m stuck in the bar’s captivity
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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