I Really Cant Stand It

I really cant stand that Im always in the wrong what makes you so great who said you were perfect no matter what I say you always seem perfect It makes me so made it makes me so upset I bet you didnt know that you make me sick to be around you your always talked so highly about Everyone thinks your so perfect everyone thinks that your so great Im always in your shadow and it makes me sick no matter what i do no matter what i say to others i'll never be as good as you it makes me want to cry to think about it but its true no matter what wrong you do no matter what trouble you cause no matter what people you hurt to others you will always be held at a higher status than me and it makes me sick the words i want to say im to afraid to say it my stomach hurts when Im around you and i always feel like you think your better and the only think to say that will make me feel better is to say I hate you I HATE YOU and it makes me want to cry to say that about someone i am suppose to be so close to but its true deep down in my heart i really Hate you