I Promised Not To Call

If my leaving suits you best
    then I'll go like all the rest
        and never question why we ever tried at all.
But when you told me not to stay
    you were crying as you turned away
        so I'll honor your last wish... and promise not to call.

You will not sleep well tonight
    as you'll wake up to the sight
        of my jacket gone and boots not in the hall.
So you'll find yourself alone
    and when you go to check your phone,
        they'll be no message because...I promised not to call.

          I'm a miserable sight as I lie here tonight
          With a hand grasping the phone.
          But I'm losing the fight to do what is right
          As I try to leave you alone.

You will tremble at the thought
    about the misery you have bought
        and the regret that leaves a person feeling small.
So when you want to hold my hand
    you'll have to change your plans
        and come and find me because... I promised not to call.

Should you cast away your doubt
    and strive to freely seek me out,
        you'll find this Cowboy at the ready standing tall.
Until then my will is weak
    and I would give anything just to speak
        but I gave my word so... I promise not to call.

          I'm a miserable sight as I lie here tonight
          With a hand grasping the phone.
          But I'm losing the fight to do what is right
          As I try to leave you alone.

                                The End

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Romios Avatar
June 15, 2019 at 8:35 PM
Enjoyed the write David. Love the way you express yourself! Quite unique and so you. Panagiota
Proxenos Avatar
May 24, 2019 at 10:11 AM
Promised her not to call but it seems you both want to speak to one another, go on call her, you'll both be glad. A really beautiful write - think it's awesome! Hugs, Jennifer.
Wanter Avatar
May 18, 2019 at 12:34 PM
I want to cry for you, but I promised not to, and hope you don't keep your promise not to call.
Mchattie Avatar
May 18, 2019 at 3:02 PM
I think a smart man would call because you never know. Have a great day.
Connelly Avatar
May 17, 2019 at 11:58 PM
Ah so true to stand by your word. I also think David that one has to look from the woman's point of view, after all she asked him not to call.
Mchattie Avatar
May 18, 2019 at 3:01 PM
Women are indeed the greatest of all mysteries. As someone once said, 'There are two ways to understand a women and nether of them work.'
Krutsinger Avatar
May 17, 2019 at 8:27 PM
An honorable man for sure! It is refreshing to see this! So REFRESHING! It sounds like you possibly might have a bit of experience with this, David. If not, your imagination is stupendous!
Mchattie Avatar
May 18, 2019 at 2:59 PM
It took me a while to learn when a girl wants to break up she doesn't always mean it. Have a great day my friend.
Wolf Avatar
May 17, 2019 at 2:07 PM
Promises, promises! Nice refrain, seriously. Very rhythmical...And now for a silly thought: 'Promise' inside out is 'miss Prom,' which is what just might happen if one 'promises not to call!' ~ Miss/Mr. Prom in Chicago (so gender-confused today...LOL).
Mchattie Avatar
May 18, 2019 at 2:58 PM
These are interesting times we live in my friend.
Pigeon Tart Avatar
May 17, 2019 at 11:32 AM
So good! Excellent piece David!
Mchattie Avatar
May 18, 2019 at 2:57 PM
Thanks Maureen.
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