I Pictured Myself Screaming This

hey so most of you guys know that this isn't really like me.. i uhh i guess this is something thats been on my mind for a while so.. listen to me do you hear me? are you listening to me? listen to me! through her eyes i saw a scream she was in there, wanted to be let out her fear of drowning came to life after that night she gone just like the light everything was fine you were a part of me separately we were chillin then you came back like a villian in those really predictable movies i dont know how many times i had to feel pain to make sure i wasnt dreaming but it wouldn't have been a dream it was a nightmare and it happened to me this wasn't supposed to happen things like this just dont happen this isnt me this isn't real this really isnt like me but i guess its just been on my mind for awhile..