I Never Thought

We had both been... through hell and back together We had both vowed... we would be best friends forever During times that were good... we shouted: "Victory is ours!" During times that were bad.. we were there for one another during the darkest hour When her name was being slandered... I was there to take up for her in her defense When she felt that life no longer had mattered... I was there helping her to see the silver lining once again But when she became "Ms. Popularity"... I found myself being kicked to the side It was in her space I was crowding... she had other new friends standing by her side There was nothing that I could say... without her flying off the handle at me Over and over right before my eyes... she was gradually slipping away from me I never had anticipated... that she would hurt me so bad I never had anticipated... that she would go out of her way in making me feel so sad I was no longer good enough for her... I could tell because it was written all over her face I had to finally learn... that I had finally been replaced To this very day... we are living much separate and different lives To this very day... there are times that she comes to my mind But so many years I have learned... that the past of her I must leave behind It took so many years for me to learn... that she had never been a friend of mine