I Need To Be Alone

I have never wanted to be more alone than I would today
How much more of humanity am I to bear?
The overwhelming sensation are beyond words to simply say
To the world... I truly no longer will care

Watching people doing what they do
Neither sympathize nor regard can I empathize
Clocking away hours of time never again to steal
I'm to discover a looming shadow darker than realize

 I need to be alone... and not from humanity
I want a perfect isolation from my inextinguishable thoughts
I want to be alone... for the perfected insanity
If not for the real inescapable world am I but forever caught

Do you not tire... living amongst the living?
Are you not exhausted... playing dead amongst the surviving?
A life never retires... until you stop breathing
Hence the mind for the never end to be learning

I am alone now... finally for today
How much more of myself am I to bear?
I listen to myself with nothing more to say
I have the time now to no longer care...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Fleming Avatar
December 6, 2015 at 11:44 AM
An interesting and thought provoking poem, Joel. I would say that you have put into verse what we all suffer from on occasion: Apathy and discontentment. Nicely penned. My best wishes! :) john
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace