I Myself Talking

I slept with joy and woke up to find myself said, and tough, because I fail to accept the truth about my destiny
I always fight to build confident in myself, I cry tears of oceans to acknowledge the fact that the world isn’t my eternity
I see my country in miserable conditions where I proclaimed my loyalty and I see my fan rotating in slow U turn this justified to me the world isn’t mine.
They crucified me the truth I intend to unveil to obliteration and the night roars loneliness.
I see the flowers winking their bubbling eyes they bring me butterflies in my eye; I see the stars sparking smile.
God keeps watching over me while enemies try to pull me down, I construct true love to my fiancée she turns me down
I ask for help e they laugh at me to the loophole, some people wish to see me down the drain while others wish to see me up the sky with song
I was sad, but find comfort in the sky, I fight for my right they wrote memoir on my face to fish scent and I keep on walking in the night to discover happiness 
I hear the owls singing songs of misfortune, I feel afraid, but love is blind I keep on moving, the dog barked at me chased me wanted to bite me, because I am solely a lover.
The adrenaline in me kept burning urging me to keep on going on day I will be victorious over so called enemies and I situate hope to find happiness
I pretend to be sick I discovered situation; I built trust upon my friends they conspired to killed me, I hope to God for everything, I registered hope to be hopeful, I sue myself before God for all the sins I have committed to pardon me.
I live in the mouth of lions and wolfs just because I aspire to be myself they killed my hope to the oath of pending adjudication, like the speed of my imagination to peculiar night.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017



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Date: 8/8/2017 9:01:00 AM
A heartbreaking poem, I could sense the rawness of it all. I really hope this is no longer your reality though. Stay strong ... Smiles *Ron*
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