I Miss You

I Miss you : When I laugh ,I look around. Your voice and careful talks that surround to me. When I cry having pain or grief on my inner soul , I look for your caring hands. In my imaginations,you used to stand. I miss every moment spent with you always. And what a ugly question u have asked from me. Will u cry the day I will be married,will you miss me ? Do you even have a clue. That I really can’t stay without you. I love you by my pure heart and pure soul. Do u think after giving grief to my inner soul. Will you survive happily? Real Love never demands any status ,money or any property. Real Love only wants long lasting relation in the form of marriage At last I can say that I will definitely cry and miss you and feel pain when you will be married. But I never loose my hope and dignity for you. Em not broken,alone,damaged and melancholic. I am tried of always being an option. I deserve to be someone’s first choice,not second best. Only my saying is that ‘’choose me or lose me” I am not a backup plan and definitely not a second choice. Then again start struggle and pray to God more deep, For my real true soulmate. Who love my inner beauty more than outer. Who give respect to me infront of whole world as his everlasting wife. Who have power of decision to choose and support his best option. Because Matches are decided in Heaven And take place on Earth By parents choices. By Aliza Kashmala Kiran