I Meme, Therefore I Am

forgot what I had set out to remember
when my deconstructed self
discovered there was no authentic anything
saw through it all every granule
how we became the unwitting tools
of smarter people who really weren't smart enough
concluding if this is life
you can imagine what death is like
I can tell you this much
we are alone in this galactic theme park
alone as a lizard on a sunny rock
what percent of the totality 
of all there is in all the universe
do we perceive 
and what do you see with nothing absent
this question failed to sweep through 
the bum fight arenas
where they need permission to think
no escaping that free means battle 
which goddammit means not free
shouting to anyone my agent will sue
as the lines grew longer 
and the bread grew shorter
the sly ones were trampled by their own venality
order was quickly restored destroyed restored etc.
the pace was feverish so were the faces
on State TV at 6 and 11
self denialists saw their heads roll down the lane
towards the ten pins at Bowl N' Boogie 
in an educated kind of idiocy
for which there is no help
a scandal of poor illumination
you never know which is the foreground
and which is the background
discovering heaven is not overhead
OK I’d better let up on the enthusiasm
too many grimacing faces in the popcorn
too many bushwhacking gargoyles
plump like 3-D bratwurst
in this Biblical sauerkraut mamodrama
making the world lounge safe
for my blindfolded baptism 
for both the seen and the unseen
beneath the scum covered water
on a need to know basis
I now reveal a deadly secret
there is direction there is magnitude
densities and rarities
we mime we imitate
we steal what we are
and are beaten with sticks 
for having a mind and knowing it
I meme therefore I am
Defection Control had him by the throat
blow a kiss to the camera
it's all just a really big index



From "Engine of Didactic Beauty" available on Amazon
Artist Portfolio: http://walteralter.byethost32.com/

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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Date: 3/9/2016 11:21:00 PM
Another impressive piece. "what percent of the totality of all there is in all the universe do we perceive" << An incredibly (incredibly) small fraction ... perhaps it adds to the beauty and our awe. Your title is killer. Unfortunately character limits on this site don't allow enough space to pick out favorite lines ... so I'll just end with saying, you are one talented poet.
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Walter Alter
Date: 3/10/2016 10:30:00 AM
After 70+ years living on this planet with a decent set of eyeballs, you begin to figure stuff out independent from ideology or neurosis or mood swing. We all have so much to learn, so many habits of thought to toss into the dustbin of history.
Date: 2/29/2016 6:06:00 PM
Great write, I love all the rolls you have placed. I'll check out your book.
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Walter Alter
Date: 2/29/2016 11:18:00 PM
I like to switch between first person and second person. It's like I'm an observer to the chaos that rains on me, or used to, as well as the one experiencing it all. Observer and observed. Not a bad place to learn from.
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