I Love You Though I Dont Want To

I love you so much that it pains my heart For I fear that we shall tear apart Friends since we met, but I had an emotion That always gave me this frustration I love you like crazy, my heart starts to crush Whenever we talk, I secretly start to blush I get excited and lose control You are the pieces of what made me whole I wish I can kiss and keep you forever But I could tell you this never ‘Cause you are one of my greatest friends And I never want our relationship to end I love the sound of your angelic voice For some reason my heart starts to rejoice So afraid to lose you, I live a lie And sometimes I really want to cry Yes I love you, but I never want you to know I try so hard for this stupid feeling don’t show Yet when you speak my name I get weak Deep in my mind there’s an endless shriek My heart burst and starts to bleed As I cannot begin to breathe Why do emotions curse me so? Why can’t this foolish emotion go? I love you every time you build me up ‘Til I feel like a star that shines on top What hurts me is that I’m the only one in this mess I feel much more, instead of feeling less