I Love You More

You are my late night, can't sleep thoughts. You are the lessons I've been taught. Mistakes I've made caused you to fade further and further away from me. You're like the air and water I need to live, my simple survival is what you give. My apologies can't fix what we used to be, it kills me to see that you seem free and I'm here hiding, running away from reality. Don't get me wrong, I want you happy but it should be me to give you what you need. I want to feed you the fire and flames into your heart and give you feelings that can't even be explained by the greatest works of art. I want to be what you want, memories of us haunt my brain making me go insane because I love you. I love you more than the flowers waiting at your door. I love you more than the sound of rain when it starts to pour. I love you more than the end of a fighting war. I love you....more