I Love You , But

My dream seems to be true, and days passed a few, But still my heart doesn’t stop thinking about you. I wonder how can I get rid of you. But my soul doesn’t allow me to forget you. I try to burn your memories all into ashes, But something tries to stop me until my mind changes. Why can’t I stop staring at your picture for a moment? Is it my will or am I not just that independent. Is it your love or your beauty that attracts me? Or is it just an imagination of you to distract me? Sometimes I think, what a fool I was to love you, But every single moment makes me realise, what a fool I was to lose you. The every single verse I write, I only write about you, I rather plead for forgiveness, if only could you? Now when I left you, I’m deeply in love with you, But life is not as expected and perfect to be true. And I may or may not be your Mr. Perfect, but still I had to leave you. I know you may burst into tears after reading my letter, But I assure you not to cry for me, cause you’ll get a man even better. Baby it was not my intention to leave you alone in the darkness, But I didn’t know how can I do so even in madness? If you ever need me, just look at the pendent I gave to you, Either throw it away or just keep it close to you. At the end my confession was all about to love you, And my heart ignores me and becomes a part of you............