I Lost Me I Lost You (Part 2)

The love we once shared was no longer there. You said, I no longer love you I am considering getting married are words that chilled me to the bone With a shutter to my voice I said but I am still in love with you. Don’t the memories that we created mean anything anymore Is there anything left anything you feel any type of love anything that’s real From the engagement party to the dancing To the ring I thought would make you mine However as time passed by I could not deny the love I once knew was gone and we drifted apart for good but then there was one day in 1997 You knew it was me but you didn’t care You didn’t even give me a stare but you knew I was there And I could see you were carrying another mans seed Maybe I shouldn’t be angry maybe I deserve it anyways But I can’t deny what I feel inside Abandonment and betrayal anger and a seething rage If I could break up your marriage I’d do it today. I don’t know maybe you chose to marry him out of despair Or maybe it was a rebound due to your sisters’ affair I don’t know the reason I don’t known which emotional crime All I know is that my mind has been stuck on you for twenty two years in time I don’t care what any family member thinks anymore yours or mine I have choked you in my dreams And I have killed your husband a thousand times I have seen you on facebook with your family and I will never give a nudge or send a message (Continued)