Home » Poems » Isaiah Zerbst » I Just Found Out

I Just Found Out

I just found out that I have three months to live.
Only three months until the cancer that has grown
without my knowledge takes my life.
My doctor has known for some time,
But I just found out.
Less than a hundred times
I will see the sun rise to light the earth
Less than a hundred times
I will longingly watch its parting glow
Wondering if I will be there to see it again,
Hoping that I will have the grace to leave
In such resplendent glory.
Wondering what life would have been like
If I had been given the chance to marry and have children,
To grow old and retire; but I only have three months...
And I just found out.

cancergoodbyesadprose

♡Like0

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Therese Bacha

April 23, 2013 at 2:09 PM

Hi I really hope you can answer back that this poem doesn't belong to your body. I am a mother and i worry. Love Terry

Danielle Deason

April 23, 2013 at 12:26 PM

Thank you so much for the wonderful comment on my poem jesus, and as for this poem, I love it so much, my bf was going through the same thing when he was 19, he beat it though, and now he works out everday to keep it away

Heather Ober

April 23, 2013 at 7:40 AM

What a terrifying thought, to know you will only see those things less than a hundred times more. You penned this expertly, Isaiah! Like Eileen, I hope this is fictional...

Eileen Manassian

April 21, 2013 at 1:55 PM

I hope to God this isn't true, Isaiah. You have worded this so beautifully. Life is indeed a blessing that we take for granted. Many fight this monster and it has claimed many lives. I wish...I wish a cure would finally be found.