I Just Can'T Say Goodbye Little Sweet

You kept me from being alone,
You listened to my silliness though,
All you asked was a belly rub,
And a blue boy to tear up and throw.

You weathered your blinding eyes,
Then one morning you woke but could not see,
For the last year or so I led you, “This way, this way,”
But with your pluck you found your way without me.

We called your odd supper “bean beans,”
Yogurt and applesauce mixed in,
For that’s what you were fed by a rescue
A little stray in my neighborhood but my win.

And I ached for you when we both slowed down,
I couldn’t take you for walks, but you understood,
You will never know what your unconditional love did for me.
You never could, you never, never could.

And now you are gone, 
I found you fallen by your bowl,
I knew you hadn’t been “up to snuff,”
But I thought you’d get better and so

The house is silent now though you are everywhere.
No little snores, but still under my feet.
The loneliness is killing my soul with tears,
I just can’t say “goodbye” little sweet.


Annie died on October 4, 2018, about 5:30 p.m. after eating a good supper.  She had fallen “asleep” by her water bowl.
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May Avatar
October 7, 2018 at 6:42 PM
A very moving poem Sunlite...So sorry for your loss ..Hugs
Wanter Avatar
October 9, 2018 at 9:28 AM
Thank you for reading, commenting and caring!
Sands Avatar
October 7, 2018 at 3:18 PM
Oh my Sunlite. I am so sorry for your loss. You have written a beautiful poem and I understand every word of it. My heart goes out to you. I have pets and they are my family. A Very special poem. You are in my thoughts :)
Wanter Avatar
October 9, 2018 at 9:27 AM
It hurts sooo bad, Heidi! Thank you for caring.
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October 7, 2018 at 2:05 PM
Tender penning, so sorry dear. They are family. Hugs xomo
Wanter Avatar
October 9, 2018 at 9:26 AM
You are so kind. Thank you!
Datu Avatar
October 7, 2018 at 12:49 PM
I have gone through this and was in pain for a week. Thank you for writing this honest poem.
Wanter Avatar
October 9, 2018 at 9:26 AM
Thank you, Leon - it hurts sooo much. I hope it lessens in a week.
Allison Avatar
October 7, 2018 at 12:19 PM
Aww sunlite I'm so sorry for your loss it is devastating when a pet dies:-( Hugs Jan xx
Wanter Avatar
October 9, 2018 at 9:25 AM
Thank you - it hurts sooo much!
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