I Have Lost My Mind
I’ve already lost my mind
Life hasn’t been so kind
I need a doctor and I need a hero
Because I’m afraid of death, even though it’s slow
Sometimes I feel like the world is on my shoulder
And that my life will almost over
They tell me that I’m going to be okay
But things just get worst anyway
There are a lot of emotions that I keep deep inside
And as I get older these emotions can’t hide
My neck is breaking, because of my baggage
But nobody knows that my life is just garbage
At least there are thing that I love
And I’m being looked after by the God above
Even though I don’t even know if he’s there
And sometimes I feel like nobody really care
I don’t feel crazy, in fact I feel insane
Why did I have to be the one to suffer all this pain?
But now I’ll tell the world “One day I will pay you back”
Pay for all the moments you made it grey and black
What am I to you; am I just a joke?
God please forgive me, but there’s some people I’d want to choke
What have I ever done to you; why do you treat me as you do?
Is it because I’m different or is it because I’m true
I’m filled with hate, anger and pain
But I really wish that I wasn’t insane
Off with my head, my mind is gone
Life wasn’t sweet but now I’m finally done
Copyright © Julie Alcin | Year Posted 2013
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