I Have Lost My Mind

I’ve already lost my mind Life hasn’t been so kind I need a doctor and I need a hero Because I’m afraid of death, even though it’s slow Sometimes I feel like the world is on my shoulder And that my life will almost over They tell me that I’m going to be okay But things just get worst anyway There are a lot of emotions that I keep deep inside And as I get older these emotions can’t hide My neck is breaking, because of my baggage But nobody knows that my life is just garbage At least there are thing that I love And I’m being looked after by the God above Even though I don’t even know if he’s there And sometimes I feel like nobody really care I don’t feel crazy, in fact I feel insane Why did I have to be the one to suffer all this pain? But now I’ll tell the world “One day I will pay you back” Pay for all the moments you made it grey and black What am I to you; am I just a joke? God please forgive me, but there’s some people I’d want to choke What have I ever done to you; why do you treat me as you do? Is it because I’m different or is it because I’m true I’m filled with hate, anger and pain But I really wish that I wasn’t insane Off with my head, my mind is gone Life wasn’t sweet but now I’m finally done