I Hate You, I Love You

I hate You and I love You with the same power Yes,You- my dear my joy, my happines, my strengh my grief, my weakest point, my doom My point of no return You, The source of my peace as well as my rage my safety, my pervert beauty of a Golden Cage. Because I am shaking like river reed in the vain yet, here is certain sweetnes in Your chain I wear armor anytime you lit your overwhelming passion and - as black velvet Your eyes are soft and dark and because I am afraid of the darkness and scared of the light. This is why I hate myself when I love You and hate You when You love me