I Had To Do It

Just listen and understand…
I had to do it!
It hurts, it really hurts.
There, where no balm can be applied;
So deep a wound that bleeds through eyes;
Loin constricts and knees collapse.
In the dark I’m to lick my bruises, forever.

But, just listen and understand…
I had to do it!
For the sake of pride,
For the sake of self-respect;
More so, for we are human not God,
More so, for we are women not men.
Reflect upon my dearest of what we endured.

So, listen and understand…
I had to do it!
I died a million times when we parted
But you killed me with one blame,
however lame today it does sound.
You cursed the purity of siblings’ blood
And blasphemed our holy spirit.

Please, listen and understand…
I had to do it!
Severe my relation with you.
Not a day gone when I did not think
Of our baby that you’ve been.
Judge me as you may now,
I still love you so dearly.



For contest: If it hurts so bad, why do we do it? Silent One
Date: 14/06/16
2nd place, Glory
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Egbune Avatar
February 25, 2017 at 3:16 AM
THIS POEM HAS MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU! -POEMSBYVIC
U.D Palawon  Avatar
February 25, 2017 at 6:26 AM
Oh I feel so good you read and felt it. At time life bring some truth in weird way and we are confronted with so many questions. But it reminds us that we came and are to go alone! Thanks Olise.
Day Avatar
June 25, 2016 at 7:52 AM
Nice spin on the contest and congrats on your 2nd place win! Jesse
U.D Palawon  Avatar
June 27, 2016 at 8:12 AM
Thanks for your appreciation and congrats too for your placement. :)
Kumar Avatar
June 24, 2016 at 1:29 AM
Very well written Sunita. Congrats on your placement :)
U.D Palawon  Avatar
June 24, 2016 at 9:59 AM
Nice words, I appreciate it. Thanks. :)
Lawless Avatar
June 23, 2016 at 10:04 PM
well done, congrats on your placement Sunita.
U.D Palawon  Avatar
June 24, 2016 at 9:58 AM
Thanks to you! :)
U.D Palawon  Avatar
June 23, 2016 at 11:16 AM
Congrats to all the winners of this contest. This is what encourages each and everyone of us to be with Poetrysoup! :D
Roper Avatar
June 23, 2016 at 8:41 AM
Sunita, congratulations on your win!
U.D Palawon  Avatar
June 23, 2016 at 11:14 AM
Thanks a lot my dear Eve. I'm glad you like it. :)
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