I guess I'm sorry though

It's been a year now And I'm still hooked up With the one who'll never know But let's cross this small ramp Truth be told I never liked you Others might say I'm quite cold But I was trying something new I guess I'm sorry though As you where there so I called you a distraction Pull me out of the dark but I was still in the blue A heart once broken beyond compare While you where there to pick up and care I guess I'm sorry though Yes,I used you as my muse But my heart never fell in your hands I took you as my happiness, a new beginning , the one I could use Thought it was better to flee from the land I guess I'm sorry though For going with the flow Letting my imagination run wild My mind be filled with lies even though I knew the truth I couldn't help it though As the thought of being in your hands made me feel mild Hiding the sadness of my life I pretended to be blind Not by love , but by what you offered Something I cannot explain I guess I'm sorry though But I want you to know Yes, I like you just not enough to love you