I Forgot How Loud My Laugh Is

my laugh raises hair on people’s necks
it is not petite, polite, refined, or subtle.
it is a throwback to your hillbilly ancestral
caveman’s outrageously loud and ugly laugh.

when it happens, it is as if the bowels of my 
inner crazy is released after 4,000 years in
a dutch oven. 

I forgot how loud it was when I picked up three
boys for a little “hey, let’s learn this board game”
session in the hallway where teachers’ classes are
trying to work.

One of the teachers said, “Mrs. K, the kids wondered
where all that laughing was coming from, but I knew.”
I started to apologize, and she said, “I love hearing it.
I loved it; I truly did. Do not apologize!”

I heard later that a rude teacher, who is always dour
wanted me to apologize. I had already tried, right?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Kiser Avatar
December 14, 2018 at 5:59 AM
"it is as if the bowels of my inner crazy is released after 4,000 years in a dutch oven. " Now that's quite a laugh! "I had already tried, right?" Right!
Mcferran Avatar
December 13, 2018 at 1:01 PM
The BEST kind of laughter!! ;D
Krutsinger Avatar
December 13, 2018 at 3:16 PM
If I recorded it people would say WHAT IS THAT?
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