I F...King Hate Jose'

He lied to me and got pissed when I got revenge.But at least I wasn't sleeping with other men. He lied to me and told me that nothing was going on between them two. So explain to me what it was that the two of them were doing? He lied to be despite everything that we went through. From me coming clean to him about all my secrets and even telling him about the abuse. He lied to me and was cool with that. So could somebody explain to me why I want him back. I did what I think I was susposed to do. when I saw him with her I let it be known that we were through. But was that right because I still want him in my life. Even though I shouldn't. Yeah I want him, but I still f...king hate Jose'