I Finally Found Me

I finally found me

Your words once cut me like a knife so deep.
Hours I'd cry and could not sleep.

The guilt,
it did riddle me.
I would feel so bad.
My sorry's ignored.
This made me so sad.

The weeks would go by and never a call.
The blame they would cast,
I would take it all.

All my self worth,
it did take a dive.
My inner soul was no longer alive.

My self respect?
That was a joke.
I was totally gone.
A soul broke.

My build up of pain I earned to release.
My anger consumed me,  I became a beast.

Never being right and always wrong,
this made me weak, it made them strong.

The day it come
I could not ignore
I snapped and I screamed.
I could take no more.

I broke myself free from your chains so strong.
You are no longer right.
I am no longer wrong.

What you did was wrong.
What you did was mean.
Because of this is why I did scream.

You no longer own me.
I finally am free.
From here on out, I will always be me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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February 4, 2015 at 11:13 PM
So I read your poem tonight and smiled when I saw how poetry really is a healing art. As we read and write we discover s fresh way to look at life and see vastness beyond wonder. So glad you finally found you. Welcome home.
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