I Envy You Oh Father
I envy You Father Heavenly I really do ,
You made the world and you did rest now i am crying here what i can do best just cry and little laugh and smile again why cant i be like you in rest ?
I am so tired of this life many times i was since i was maybe 12 i wanted to go somewhere faraway where sun goes down to follow it , to never let the night come because... maybe... maybe sometimes living was fun .
So i followed the sun from east to west now i wanna rest i really like to rest , monotony of tears and struggle the same thinking what now where will i end ?
In heaven or hell or at least on Your heaven stairs as you know i am moving it might be a Broadstairs or Eastbourne or somewhere far the best if it was somewhere above stars where Heaven is Yours and earth down below this time here runs once fast once slow .
I really need a break from it all from all the worries the pain the regrets , the tears and headaches from the cry.. I miss You Father dear
please may i die? :)
Copyright © Anonim Anonim | Year Posted 2018
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