Anonim Anonim Poet Rhyme

I Envy You Oh Father

I envy  You Father Heavenly  I really  do  ,
      You made the world  and  you  did  rest  now  i am crying here  what  i can do best  just  cry and  little laugh  and  smile again why  cant  i be  like  you in rest  ? 

            I am so  tired  of this  life  many  times i was  since  i was  maybe 12 i wanted to  go  somewhere faraway  where  sun  goes  down to  follow  it , to never  let  the  night  come because...  maybe...  maybe  sometimes  living was  fun . 
    So i followed the sun from  east to  west  now  i wanna rest  i really  like to  rest  ,  monotony  of tears and struggle the same  thinking what  now  where  will i end  ? 

           In heaven or hell or  at  least  on Your heaven stairs  as  you know i am moving  it might be a Broadstairs  or Eastbourne or somewhere far  the best  if it was  somewhere above stars  where  Heaven is  Yours and  earth  down  below this time  here  runs  once  fast  once slow . 

      I really  need a break from it  all from all  the worries  the  pain the regrets , the tears and  headaches  from the cry.. I miss  You Father  dear
             please may i die? :)

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Lyric Man July 16, 2018 at 8:41 AM Violet.. death does not end things. The Father who made you has purpose even thru this pain. Seek to know what that is and ask for relief! Anonim Anonim July 16, 2018 at 4:29 PM hi Lyric man ty for comment ,today i ve traveled 8 h to wales i call it paradise eden so wonderful i to stay here and die here